SO its been a while... ummm I dont really know what to write... I have a myspace now, so I update that a lot, although I dont really have time to blog anymore. I am taking about 6 college classes right now down at GRCC. 17 credits, I dont really have time for a whole lot. I am thinking about quitting my job and getting a new one because I dont get enough hours and people like to talk about other people behind their backs. Its just really high school if you know what I mean. A lot has happened in the past 4 or 5 months, but if you know me then you already know what those things are.

I do seem to have bad luck when it comes to guys and relationships. Maybe its just me, but I was dating a guy who I thought would last a while, but I dumped him after 2 months because he was going to college. Its really far away and I didnt want tie him down, and I didnt want to be tied to someone so far away. Now I am with a really awesome guy, I like him a lot... we have been together a little over a month now. I think he might stick around... I hope he does. It would be just my luck to actually get attached to someone and have him leave for some reason or another. Its really hard too because he knows all the guys (who are my friends by the way) that like me. I dont wanna stop hanging out with them just because I have a boyfriend and they like me, but I also dont wanna loose my guy either. Its kinda good that my guy doesnt jump to conclusions or anything. Well yeah... so that was my update for this section of the year. Who knows when my next one will be, but if anything interesting happens I will try to update this thing more often, even though I doubt anyone reads this anymore... esspecially since I havent updated in so long. LOL! Well bye to all of you for now... and if you see me, please say hi because I dont have many friends right now. If I dont say it first... its cuz I didnt see you... trust me!

Hey all so I got back from camp last week! It was good... I enjoyed it like i do every year... pretty happy I'm home tho. So I just got back from camping this weekend and I hurt everywhere! Oh my goodness! I went camping and canoeing, my arms and back are soooo sore! I cannot believe how sore i actually am... i thought about the hottub, but its too warm for that. Maybe tonight... I have to work tomorrow and I am sooo tired! So yeah... leave me comments everyone and I will chat with u later!

So I guess I really need to update... I guess I do. I havent for a while. Okay I am more happy than I have been in a long time. There is someone I have this idea in my head that I like. I am not really sure if he likes me or not. I hope so because he is friggen awesome to chill with. The only problem is someone else now. I am sooooo confused about so many different people. Is dating people from work bad? I mean does that make everyone else feel weird? Or do they really not care all that much because they have their own lives? I dont know, and why must everyone tease me about people if they dont know if I really like him or not. Saying someone is cute doesnt atomatically mean you like him/her right? I mean it just means that he's cute. Oh well... There is my confusing update. If anything ends up happening between this person and me... well I guess you will just have to find out when I decide to tell you.

ps. no naomi you havent been ignoring me. I love you like a little sister that I wouldnt ever fight with! LOL!
PEACE OUT ALL!